I’m a happily married thirty something just trying to deal with my issues, dramas and other nonsense. I’m a recovering bullimic/anorexic/food addict, who sometimes relapses, with obvious food issues. I do my best to not let food rule my life, but sometimes it’s challenging. I’m also attempting to find my true calling, a career that I’m passionate about. I hate my job now, so much that it causes constant stress and unhappiness. I really feel like there has to be something out there for me, that I just haven’t found yet. I believe finding it will give me what I need to focus less on food and more on living an authentic life. I will blog about whatever I am feeling or dealing with. It’s my way to clear my head and hopefully internalize less. Internalization = bad food habits! Also, I plan to remain as anonymous as possible so I can be as real as possible. (Basically because *nobody* knows I have an eating disorder.) Please read and comment if you like. Welcome to my journey.