I think I am creeping slowing into a mild depression. I think a slight fog has settled into my mind lately. I just can’t seem to shake it. I usually go through this sort of thing in the middle of winter, when everything is gray and sad. But I don’t understand it happening now. It’s [...]
Archive for July, 2008
inhale exhale sigh
Posted in sickness, tagged fog, sickness on July 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
crackers and gum
Posted in crackers, gum, tagged crackers, future, gum, hope on July 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Another ‘normal’ day, thankfully. I hate Mondays the most, so these are usually my most tempting issue days. Work causes me constant stress, I hate going every single day. It’s a very secure job and I make a nice paycheck, and unfortunately there isn’t any wiggle room for me to just up and quit and [...]
cheesecake
Posted in MIL, cheesecake, diet, food, photography, pizza, restaurant, tagged cheesecake, diet, food, MIL, restaurant on July 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
We went out to dinner last night at Cheesecake factory, probably one of the worst places for someone like me to go. The menu is like a novel, with thousands of options and the desserts don’t stop. Cheesecake is something I consider as completely off limits. I will never allow myself to eat it, because [...]
independence day
Posted in Ana, MIA, diet, emotions, food, love, tagged Ana, diet, eating disorders, food, history, MIA on July 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
so welcome to my spot in the blogosphere. I’ve decided to start blogging about my food related issues and whatever else I feel the need to. I hope this will help me to internalize less drama and live a more authentic life. I have a lot of food baggage and other nonsense I am trying [...]
